Burden.

Just because someone carries it well doesn’t mean it isn’t heavy.

You know the feeling of not being able to breathe because you feel something is putting pressure on your chest or choking you, draining the life out of you, didn’t it? Burden the closest answer to it. Regret and burden go hand in hand if you are not able to do something the regret of it will always be there in your heart which leads to a burden building up. Let me tell you feelings and emotions, know how to play with us when you are already feeling low then only those past burdens need to bloom and make you feel that you are at your worst, funny isn’t it? Another thing I learned is that you can control feelings or emotions when you stop caring about things, you become emotionless and nothing bothers you not only because you are used to it but also because the burden of carrying everything has become limitless. The things you don’t speak about, the things you don’t react to, the things that you want to do but are unable to do, the decisions people take on behalf of you, the people word’s that point out at you, and things that make you feel that you are the worst version of yourself is all the burden you carry in your heart that too forever. Speaking about things that no one asked for is not at all easy because the fear of them judging you makes you unable to speak. The mentality of one should not speak about their problems has led to a burden being piled up and after that, it is not at all easy to speak or lower the burden.

But I see and hear you. The one who is holding so much to themselves including me. A burden is something beyond our control because we can’t force ourselves on how we react to things and it takes a lot of time. However, if we try to speak about it or write about it, trust me it helps. If you ever feel like it’s getting too much and you have to share it so just write it down trust me it really helps. But I am there for you and will never judge you because I know how it feels:) Saying that letting it go is easier than actually doing it is very hard, however, try to focus on yourself, your need and your goals trust me because, in the end, it’s just you who need to push yourself up through the burden.

A heart’s a heavy burden.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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