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I’m Proud of You!

If nobody told you today.

I am so proud of you, you made it this far.

Never give up.

I believe in you.

You are loved.

What is that sentence that is very easy to pronounce but very hard to say and why it is saying that you are proud of someone? Learning to make people proud and make yourself proud is one heck of a journey. I have always said that nobody deserves to know what you have been through except you and nobody should have any right to judge anyone for what they are doing. Being proud of yourself after going through so much, and continuing to smile through the toughest pace you are doing is absolutely great. Life has been quite a rollercoaster when it starts to make sense, I would be lying if I said that I have achieved those things in which I am proud of myself. I am a big introvert, and the lack of confidence in myself has left me with no chance to be proud of myself. But as my shell started to open up when I started to understand myself, I knew what I am capable of and learned that it’s okay if I am not perfect at it, at least I am trying. Back then I used to run away from the opportunity that used to come my way but now even if I don’t know anything if I didn’t win I can proudly say that I tried. Being able to tell yourself how proud you are of not giving up, being the shield for yourself during hardships, and having patience is the best feeling in the world. The sigh of relief after doing something that we might not think we could do just hits differently. One of the biggest lessons I have learned was that big things are not achieved at once but one day at a time you have to work hard and then the result of your hard work will blossom in a way that it will be easy to say that you are proud of yourself.

I’m gonna just say one thing, in short, we are literally strong. We’ll find a way if there’s no way. Let’s draw the map the whole map again so no worries will stop us from being strong, we will find our own way as usually we always have.

Someday, you will meet the happiest version of you and it will be worth it.

Keep Smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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Personality!

Can you remember who you were,

before the world told you who you should be?

Tell me about yourself? The question that I am most afraid of because it is the question that I know the answer to but at the same time I don’t. The thing that I dislike most is that when I can’t express myself in words I know the answer but it just can’t get on the tip of my tongue honesty is the most hated feeling. Personality, according to me, is the most difficult thing to describe through words it’s more like the time you spend with someone you start to understand theirs as well as your personality. It is also true that one’s personality differs from person to person but it is all the same person with different shades. You can’t fake personality because as you begin to be with someone your true personality and aura start to show which is the biggest sign of finding who the real friend is and who is not yours. It takes a lot of time to open up to somebody because in this world it is not easy to trust somebody with your personality because believe me you are one of a kind. Personality is truly a core for gaining the confidence in doing what is best for you no matter how you look if you are good at something your personality definitely stands out. It doesn’t matter if nobody understands your personality, you don’t need to change it for anyone because you are perfect the way you are. Remember who you are to the world is how you show them. You have full control over how you want the world to know you, you have the choice of it so choose wisely on how you want the world to know you. The most important thing I learned is to not shrink just because you want others to be comfortable because if you will compromise just once you have to do it every damn time which is no justice to yourself. Don’t forget your personality defines you, it helps you to stop caring about others and start trusting yourself, your own thoughts, and your own opinions and be the best version of your own personality.

Life isn’t about finding yourself.

It’s about creating yourself.

Keep smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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Wanderer…

She was free in her wildness. She was a wanderer, a drop of free water. She belonged to no man and to no city.

Roman Payne.

We are given this life to find a motive and live upon it. However, it is not easy I feel like a long-lost wanderer that is roaming around the world to find my motive in life. What exactly are wanderers? According to me, your race of yours in finding your real identity in this world that sometimes feels like a black hole that is swallowing you deep inside it. I think I come under one of the oldest wanderers because my motive doesn’t seem to find me or vice versa. I have also been a curious and restless child about things that I shouldn’t be concerned about at a certain age but those were my childhood things now I just need to focus on finding myself in this world where so many heterogeneous minds exist. Being a wanderer for a long time makes you afraid of getting confused because it truly says that being lost is okay rather than being confused. After all, the lost soul would find themselves but a confused soul might never. Having confusion in life about so many things makes me afraid because the feeling of not finding any motive for things that I like is making me question myself. But I think at this point in life I am going to be so confused but I think I have reached somewhere where things start to make sense. The wanderer is supposed to be a wildflower that looks beautiful but can’t be controlled and are just like you who has the soul of the boundless sky, a free spirit like the wind, and wild like the ocean. I was never that person who likes to come out of my comfort zone but as I grew up I understood that if you are in your comfortable and stable zone then you are in the wrong place. The most fun comes when you do things out of your comfort zone, being a free spirit with risk is an experience that makes life more adventurous. I want to tell you all that if you are feeling hesitant about coming out of your zone and taking a risk then let me tell you that you will never regret it, believe me because being a wander and finding things on your own is a whole new experience for being able to find yourself raw and real.

If we were meant to stay in one place, we’d have roots instead of feet.

Keep smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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Phases of Life…

“And like moon, we must go through phases of emptiness to feel full again.”

The most important and strange thing I learned when I stepped into my adulthood is that nothing remains the same. I felt like I have changed so much in respect of maturity, understanding, and even my behaviour. The phase of mine from childhood, teenage to adulthood was so much of a rollercoaster, everything changed I started realizing what is worth my time and started losing my interest in those which were not worthy of time. The phases of life are a very strange thing you can even see it in yourself, how you were before and now how you are just like the phase of the moon. It goes through so many phases but in the end, it becomes whole again it’s a destiny for the moon, whatever happens, it has to become a whole moon again even though there were so many hardships then too it the end it is of becoming whole again. But after becoming whole again it starts to move towards a new journey by separating again. Just like our life, the phases of happiness, sadness, and happiness continue throughout but in the end, we will be there where we have dreamed to be. The life lesson you receive in a different phase of life is so much different from what you have experienced before because with the phase you also start to grow up and the maturity of learning new things comes knocking on the door with each and every phase teaching you many new things. After we reach our goal just like the moon we have to start moving forward towards another goal that is what life is about, you have to keep moving and keep getting better for becoming whole again. Let go of things that make you question your life, that make your heart filled with sadness, that make you feel not yourself. Life is meant to happen and the phases of it can’t be ignored but it is here to teach us to keep moving forward and makes us understand the phases of life that are meant for us.

Life is ironic. It takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreciate silence, and absence to value presence.

Keep smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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The Second Chance!

Taking chances is scary, but there is something that should scare you far more than anything: missing out on something truly wonderful because you were scared.

Katherine Matheson.

Why is only the first chance important and why does it matter if it’s not done in the first chance? There is still another chance waiting to be taken again and start over. The answer to it is difficult to even think about if you can’t do it at first, why do it again? It says the first impression is the last but I highly doubt it after researching deep inside I learned that nobody is trying to see and listen from different perspectives. Why does it just have to be the first one? If you failed the first time, if you can’t do it the first time then there is no other time to do it. I truly disagree with the saying because a second chance is more important than the first. As one takes the first chance and can’t succeed, the second chance is waiting to become another chance for the person. This is life and it’s unpredictable you can’t do everything in one go and be satisfied with it. The second chance we take is by experience and by the courage of not giving up even after so much struggle. The courage and bravery for doing everything again, starting everything again is something that needs a lot of strong will, and let me clarify that if you are having second thoughts about taking another chance due to a lot of reasons I will just tell you to do it. Life and time are never going to be the same so if you are lucky enough to even have an option for another chance just do it, I believe in you that the result will be worth the struggle. First chance teaches you a lot of things from your mistakes to your willpower of making it more perfect. That’s why it is said the second chance is the outcome of undoubtable courage, broken heart, dried tears, and judgments that pierce through your skin. The second chance can’t be the same as the first time, the people, the atmosphere, everything will be changed but you will remain the same but more stronger and faithful in yourself. Chances are given to make things better and right that can’t be done at first. When you will look back, the outcome of the second chance will be seen through your growth, the warmness inside your heart, the sigh of relief, and the pride of not doubting and not giving up on yourself. I want to tell you that you are way more strong than you think, don’t ever doubt yourself, grab the chance you are getting and show the world and yourself the power of a second chance.

Second chances are not given to make things rights.

But are given to prove that we could be better even after we fall.

Keep Smiling, you are loved ~ MA.

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Insecurities…

“I found I was more confident when I stopped trying to be someone else’s definition of beautiful and started being my own.”

Remington Miller.

The biggest drawback as a human being is having to deal with insecurities about oneself that others make you realize. Not going to lie that I never feel insecure about myself. Growing up I got pimples on my face at a pretty young age but at that, I never felt that insecure about myself and by the grace of God, no one ever teases me about it. But now in the stage of adulthood my pimples are somewhat gone but the marks that it has left behind me are now stirring up my insecurities, why don’t I have a clear face, why do I have pimples and a lot of them? And to be honest that’s totally okay having questions because I am a human and it’s my nature but getting over it is what I am learning about. In school I was a good student I guess got good marks and that’s all. I was afraid to stand up on the stage and present things, I was afraid to even say the right answer, and I was not good at drawing and any kind of competition while my friends were. Now that I am writing this, I feel so proud of myself that how far I have come. Since then till today I have changed a lot back then those things matter to me even in family gatherings I was an outcast because I can’t make conversation and talk freely to people I meet once a year…while people around me can. But you all want to know what has changed today, I have gotten a lot of confidence in going on the stage even though I stutter and maybe messed it up, but I don’t feel bad about it anymore. I don’t feel bad for not getting mixed up in the conversation because I have realized my own personality and I don’t want to change anything about it. I have learned the introvert and extrovert personalities, which has made me realize who and what I am today. I have also been taken for granted as I was never great at anything and now I want to prove myself by doing better and better at what I am.

I am so proud of myself that despite my insecurities not only mentally but physically I have reached a point where I started to appreciate myself and be thankful for overcoming the problems on my own. I have learned to never compare myself to others as they can’t be me and vice versa. I know ahead of time that when I am going to feel low about myself what I need to do it, I have figured that out almost, and honestly, I would like to tell you that as well YOU ARE GORGEOUS, I REPEAT and you are enough and perfect for yourself. Insecurities are something that can’t go away, you just need to accept and love them so that others will also appreciate you as you do them.

“You are so used to your features, you don’t know how beautiful you look to a stranger.”

Keep Smiling, You’re Loved:) ~ MA

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Feelings!

It’s all in the PAST now, let it pass.

It’s okay! We all have changes like these.

Let’s just focus on the FUTURE! Okay?

What can you describe as feelings in terms of a verb? There is a total of 26 alphabets that one can use to express feelings but they are not enough because feelings go beyond words. What you really feel only you can understand even if you have people who are very close to you too if you can’t understand yourself never expect others to do so. I have always believed in your supremacy as your biggest cheerleader because you know yourself best andshould only think about yourself and become your best version. The biggest lesson I have learned while accepting my own feelings, and emotions is that no part of you is worthless, there is nothing wrong with you, you have talent as well, maybe different from others and that is what makes you unique. How will you understand yourself if you can’t accept your flaws? I have learned that it is okay to feel uneasy, weak, and tired because you are a human, and it’s totally okay to feel like that sometimes believe me when I say negative powers have magic in them that motivates you to work harder just like after storm there is a rainbow waiting to shine on the people. Always learn to accept your feelings and you have every right to feel the way you want about any situation, just don’t let your feelings control your mind. You know sometimes it hurts the most that you are giving 100% of your feelings; in return, you don’t even receive 1% of it, and letting go of that is the biggest challenge. But if you don’t feel like yourself or do not receive the love you deserve, let go of that thing, and people because you deserve so much better than you think.

“We’re really strong let’s believe in ourselves.”

There is another of my post on feelings, if you want you can check that out as well:)

Keep Smiling, you are loved:) ~ MA

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Past Few Days…

Past few days or the past few years, I don’t really know how to share my thoughts on these. For a long time, I have been feeling a lot of thoughts that I was never bothered with before but now those thoughts are something that is kind of stopping me from a lot of things. My feelings have been messed up a lot. I don’t know why, maybe I am getting old I guess? I can see myself a lot changed post-pandemic. There are a lot of good changes like 95% good changes but that 5% has left a gap in my thoughts. I believe that the pandemic has taught me many lessons; the biggest was to believe in myself and just do it. I started my blog, learned various skills, and became independent in a lot of aspects but still, some feelings are stopping me from doing things, it’s making me lazier and not wanting to do anything.

I know these are the feelings of many when they start something or when they want to do something in the future so it is common and now I want to find that motivator that will help me to keep moving forward without hesitating. I never am that person that overthinks but in life, you get the moment which you never want but it’s ‘life’. I know I need some time to get back on track and I NEED TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP as well it’s a lot harder but I know after writing the feeling down and opening up my feeling I am actually feeling a lot better and now I think I can do it.

I want to tell you all that if you need a break take it because then only you can take steps ahead with all the confidence and belief. And I am rooting for you, never forget that:)

Mistakes are proof that you are trying.

Until we meet again,

-Signing off

~MA

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A Life Reality.

Remember that when things don’t go according to plan, they go according to truth. No matter how painful the reality, it is reality nonetheless. There is dignity in facing the truth without trying to cut it down to a manageable size. There is honor in acceptance.

Vironika Tugaleva’s, The Art of Talking to Yourself.

To reach somewhere you have to go through a lot of things like if you want to earn a good income or work in a good company, you have to have good marks in school. To be honest it is just a life cycle that used to work in our parent’s generation yet everything changed from that time till today except the mentality of getting good marks can’t seem to be on the list anywhere. For decades we have heard if you are good in studies then you are an all-rounder and good in everything and not so good news it’s still going on the tradition of everything based on good marks. Don’t get me wrong, studies are important and one should definitely lift up to their expectations and not others. What I am saying is that I have always believed that learning never stops and beyond the four walls of the classroom is the real learning that not many make us understand in our school years. Nobody will ask you what your talents are and how good you are in various things, your grades matter the most and honestly, it’s a living reality that everyone has to somehow face. To be able to identify the talent one has is not a quality many people possess. Will just say work hard, have patience, do things that make you at ease and most importantly be happy because you deserve it.

This is just a mere thought of mine that I wrote in the free lecture and that’s why it’s based on one of many thousands of life realities;) I hope you enjoyed this random post that somewhere is everyone’s life reality including mine. But I have learned that – “don’t compare yourself to others because they will never have the thing that makes you different and that thing is being you.”

Keep Smiling, you are loved:) ~ MA

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Dreams!

The world has never let us dream, nor has it ever taught us how to dream. They say it’s your fault, but it’s not. Don’t blame yourself. It’s okay to lean back when you are tried. If someone’s tired, become their pillar of support. This is the reason why I started making music. I hope our music can become your little source of strength.

SUGA of BTS. (Dispatch ‘Dicon’ Magazine – BTS Issue.)

You will become something only if you have a dream. You are on the right path if you have a dream. If you have dreams you will be successful. How much have we heard about this? Like when somebody asks you what you want to become and if you have no answer then you have no future that’s the most common reaction we get from people. But honestly, if you are doing nothing, thousands of people will be there telling you how worthless you are and if you are doing something nobody will encourage you. Funny isn’t it? How this world wants you to do something yet never let you? I just want to say that – It’s okay if you have no dream, it’s okay if you do not think like others, and it’s not possible for everyone to have a dream of doing something. You will figure it out as you grow up and you will understand what makes you happy and what is worth your time. Being an adult makes you more mature in things that interest you and whatnot, it’s just you who need to figure it out. I saw so many people took things either their parents told them or they just winged it and let me tell you that nor your parents or anyone is going to live the life you have chosen but you are going to do, so choose something that makes you happy, make the decision for yourself because you are going to sit in that damn chair in the office for hours where you could have done things that light up your heart even if takes more time. Just be happy and don’t give up, I know you are going to figure it out like you always have:) Do what makes you happy and not this damn world because if you love yourself and believe in yourself then you don’t need anyone else to dream for you!

“It was just about being me, doing what I want to do”

Keep Smiling, you are loved:) ~ MA

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