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Life is a MESS (well not anymore!)

Remember some things have to end for better things to begin.

In a previous post of mine, I wrote of how life at a certain point becomes so messy that sweeping through it becomes impossible and we are unable to find the way out. And here I am with an upgraded version of it that comes from within me. For the past two months, I had a little rough period because of the difference in making decisions and because I myself wasn’t able to figure it out and that is why a lot of stress was on my mind. And now that I am finally writing this I am a lot more relieved than what I wrote before this. The biggest reason why I am relieved is time because with time everything fits in place and I decided to start everything all over again. A lot of decisions were taken and a lot of mistakes were made but finally in the end everything made sense to me. The two months of hustle come to an end now and ahead it will not be like I am not going to face any problems it’s just now I know the destination and I have prepared my mind for it so I am ready. Just like I said life is bitter sweet bitter sweet, it’s a process where not every moment you are going to like but it also doesn’t mean every moment in your life will be bitter it’s a process you need to go through bitterness to crave and understand the importance of sweetness and then only you can understand it’s worth as well. Life can get messy at a certain point where we lose our minds as the path ahead is filled with so much confusion, uneasiness, and all those things that we want to run away from. But I am just going to say give time and don’t give up it might be a lot hard in the beginning but trust me one day you will say life is a mess(well not anymore!)

Keep working hard. I am rooting for you! And trust me in the end it’s all going to be worth it.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Life is a MESS!

it’s all messy.

the hair.

the bed.

the words.

the heart.

life.

Life is like chess, one wrong move everything crumbles down. My life currently can be compared to chess because it has become a mess and no matter how much I try to sweep the mess I see myself doing otherwise. To be honest, the future scares me because I am not at all good at making decisions about how much I try to do what I want for myself it always happens the opposite. Once you mess up your ability to make decisions everything you want to do in life comes with so much doubt about yourself. I know it’s just time that I need to give myself and everything will fall into place, however, the process of the same it’s painful. Life is so funny it makes us hate and love it at the same time one moment you are happily enjoying and the next moment you are fighting your way out. It scares me when I see no sign of help when I see that fate is not helping me in deciding the route and currently, I am in that phase and I believe all humans go through that phase. And the thoughts about how our life is getting messy do not always come it’s there though in the back of the mind however it just clicks at most random times especially when you don’t need more acquisitions about yourself. I know it’s just a phase and it will pass and whatever decision I will take will sit perfectly in my life and if it doesn’t I will make sure to squeeze and make it fit, come on I need to show my power right;)

If you are going through the same phase where every moment in your life is a mess, let me tell you to start all over again it will be hard but it will be worth it. Only you can solve your own mess and you have to have the courage to sweep through the mess that will lead you to your victory. And when you will look back you can proudly see yourself being free from life is a mess!

They say before something great happens to you, everything falls apart.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Decisions.

The move that you’re afraid to make could be the one that changes everything!

It breaks my heart to make a decision about something I want but everyone disagrees. Decisions never become a very important part of one’s life until they realise how crucial it is to think about themselves without letting other people do it for them. One thing to keep in mind is that every decision you are going to take will not make everyone happy there will be people who don’t want you to go for it like really close ones maybe, parents and siblings and to be honest you, yourself don’t know if the decision is going to be right or not. However, life is all about risk, I have talked with so many old people and asked them what is one thing they want to tell their younger generation to us? And everyone told you if you want to achieve something you have to take risks without risk there is nothing good and exciting that will happen in your life. And then I realized that you can’t always get happiness there are so many important feelings that you need to go through to truly enjoy the process of life. Decisions are very tough to make because of the unexpected result of it but as I said it is all about risk and not many people are going to support you, you have to fight through and lead the path you always wanted to walk on. Making any decision is so hard like the mind wavering back and forth, reassuring oneself that it’s the right decision, doubting the decision a thousand times, if something goes wrong you can feel demotivated, and many other feelings take place while taking the decision and after that too. However, you have to make a choice life is always about choices you can’t keep both and that’s why you need to take a decision and until and unless you won’t take it you can’t move forward in life. Remember life is all about risk and you have to take it by making decisions.

“Sometimes you make the right decision, sometimes you make the decision right.”

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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The Story of Broken Relationships!

Sometimes you have to make a decision that will break your heart but will give peace to your soul.

Any relationship is the effort of both parties, a person will receive and need to give for the relationship to develop a strong bond. However, it doesn’t seem as easy as said because each person has their own thoughts which might clash and that is why communication is very important which leads to understanding and mature bonds in any relationship. Any broken piece of glass be it big or tiny can pierce the skin of people very badly and it’s just a physical cut, it will heal. However, it is said when a relationship is going to break people can feel it just like glass it pierces the skin exactly the relationship which is broken breaks the person’s existence and makes them question what they did wrong. And the difference between them is the physical cut of glass will heal and will be long forgotten but broken relationships will always stay in the memories and whenever something related to them comes forward we are thrown into a flashback which is more intense as we relive all the pain again. There are always two sides to a story, one where a person chooses a relationship over him/her or where a person chooses him/her over the relationship. When decades of a relationship come to an end it hurts a lot and some might not even want to end it because the memories the relationship has created the bond everything from so many years will make one feel that it will all be waste and that is why people tend to be in a relationship where they just want to escape but not want to end it. I always watched people having such big groups of friends including myself but I only have a few whom I talk to daily and now I have realized that having only one friend that I talk to daily is heavenly for me because that one friend of mine doesn’t make me feel like I need another one and that one friend of mine is enough for me.

It hurts to let go of a relationship especially friendship when the flashback appears or the moments in the present or the future which you both talked about in the past take place but with whom you planned out everything is just not there or they are there but not like before it’s more formal now. I always heard that with time people change and you lose them and now I truly believe in it because it’s not time or people that change them, it’s just them they wanted to change and they allow it which leads to the story of broken relationships!

You can miss someone

and heal at the same time.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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My Beige Flags!

When something goes wrong in your life, just yell “PLOT TWIST” and move on.

I hate shopping to the core like literally I can’t stand it maybe because I have no interest in fashion as well as for me shopping is love at first sight when I will see something I love it at the first moment then it’s final I am going to buy that and I don’t even need to roam around the shop because I know I will not like anything.

I don’t like coffee at all, I prefer Masala Chai all the time. I drink coffee twice or not even once in a whole year. The time when I drink coffee is when I will visit my friend and she insists on having it that too once in a while I say yes.

I am not at all a sweet tooth maybe because I am an Asian and come from a country where we love species so maybe that is why I don’t prefer sweets. If I have to eat sweets then I will choose my country’s traditional sweet dishes, they are too delicious to make me forget about having a sweet tooth.

Books >>> Movies. Yes, I don’t like watching movies because I can’t stay still for a second so sitting for a two-hour movie I just can’t do it. But for books, I will just lay and read for a couple more years;)

I have my own fictional world and I don’t even realize when I am transmitting there and it happens a lot when I am surrounded by many people;)

I don’t like change in terms of food, clothing, surroundings, and many other things, I just want to stick to the basics. I want to try different things, however, it’s just my mind that doesn’t allow it.

I just read Lifesfinewhine’s post about her Beige Flags and I loved it. So I decided to write mine as well and share it with you all. Hope you all enjoyed it. Don’t forget to check her post as well by clicking here.

Where’s my oscar for acting like everything is fine.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Scared.

That move you are scared to make might just be the one.

Tell me honestly how many of you are scared of your own feeling and thoughts that made you stop taking steps in your life. I am one of them because of my insecurities and my fear of making the wrong decision because as many people say, life does not always give you a second chance. After all, moving on is not at all easy. Feeling scared before and after taking a big decision is a part of my dictionary because of how uncertain I am with myself and not being able to believe in myself leads to this but only for a small time. I have realized that in the beginning I always let my insecurities and my fear take over control especially when I am starting a new chapter in my life but it’s totally normal it’s a human tendency to do it because it takes our mind to adjust to new things to new pressure which makes us scared. Let me tell you that if something big happened that made people scared to do it again or to move forward is not at all easy, to begin with. But this life we are living at the moment is playing hide and seek with us every second it will scare us and challenge us to move forward and that is where we have to be brave and try to tell ourselves that being scared will lead was nowhere that is why we have to be brave and let me tell you after being scared when you get the courage to move forward will lead to another level of satisfaction for yourself trust me. It’s okay to be afraid of never let your mind makes you feel guilty about it just remember to not let fear control it calmly find out the way and slowly move to clear the path for yourself. Taking chances is always scary but there is something more scary that one should fear missing out on the beautiful chances you will get by taking the chance just because you are scared.

If it excites you and scares you at the same time, it probably means you should do it.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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I’m Happy! (My Two Year Blog Anniversary)

The surprise is that I wrote a POEM for you all. A few days ago I decided to write a poem for the two-year anniversary of my blog and then only I wrote a poem of just four lines because I just can’t think anymore and please don’t judge me. Then this morning I opened the book and wrote one more without correcting anything that too in one go and I am feeling so proud of myself and it’s all thanks to you guys. Let me present to you guys the poem written by me.

TO THIS

When did I grow,

From writing on paper,

And keeping my thoughts to myself,

TO THIS.

When did I change,

From self-doubting myself,

And afraid to start,

TO THIS.

My mind was clogged,

from the confusion that I myself created,

My heart was full,

by keeping so much to myself,

If I didn’t take the first step,

two years back,

I won’t be able to come,

TO THIS.

Two years back on the same day, I wrote my first ever blog post and it was something that I always wanted to do and finally I did it. My feelings right now are all over the place, to be honest, it’s really a long period for me two years doesn’t feel like yesterday but a whole decade because apart from posting here I did so many other things that made me grow and made me realize my career path. I started everything on this day so yeah it felt such a long time for me. I was always confused and afraid about my career however when I started blogging so many things opened up to me and the air of confusion cleared up in my mind.

THANK YOU SO MUCH for landing on my page and reading my posts. I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you guys. Thank you for holding the torch in my dark world, I hope I can do the same for you all. A big hug of hope, happiness, gratitude, and every feeling that you need from me to you all. If you are afraid to take the first step just do it and make yourself proud. Again THANK YOU SO MUCH.

this chapter feels really good.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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What if?

What if life isn’t happening

to you…

What if life is happening

for you?

Rachel Hollis.

Nowadays we live our life on what if this and what if that. Every single time we want to take any step we have so many questions and a list of what if and it never ends. It is rightly said that negative thoughts do have a very big control on us before taking any step so many negative thoughts surround us and then we find ourselves captured in those thoughts. But if we truly try to escape it we can actually do it, trust me because believing in yourself and moving forward is one of the biggest goals of life and negative thoughts do teach us that. The amount of what if the list is never ending because we just don’t let ourselves take a break we just continue to think what if in a negative way, the positive side that doesn’t appear just we just don’t let it. It is true that no man alive can tell you what the future is going to be and whether the decision you are taking is right or not and so many equations that you fear. However, we cannot let what if rules our life we have to take risks in order to experience the gain from them or learn from them because it will save us from the guilt of letting go of the chance.

What if the decision is wrong but what if the decision might not be wrong? What if all the struggles you are going through might be for your beautiful chapter ahead? What if it will work out in the end if it does not feel right now? What if who I become is what I needed the most all along? What if we accept the inevitable and lead towards the next step? What if today’s hard work leads to amazing things? What if you become the person you always dreamed about? What if you see your dream become a reality? And so many what if which truly help you to think positively whenever you think negatively just reverse it and try to think in a more non-negative way and trust me you will get all the solutions to what if?

What if

I CAN.

Till we meet again, Be happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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The Reality of Loss!

there will always be a tiny piece of my heart that silently breaks when I catch myself having fun.

You know it really sucks that there is so much you want to say yet you can’t it’s like some force has been used that you just can’t open your mouth and the frustration because of it makes you lose inside your mind and this is what I call it as the reality of loss. It is as bad as you think because nothing in this world can repay for the loss one goes through, not even themselves. No matter what people say or their motivation nothing worked out and that really sucks because nothing can cheer you up, it’s like finding a piece of sugar from a bag of salt which we all know is not possible. I just know what has happened it can’t be made right how much you try it will always haunt you in the back of your mind ALWAYS. Talks, people, and moments are some of the precious things that people have in their life and among them if something is lost it becomes a pain forever. No matter what people say if it but pain can never be forgotten and it can’t be made better, IT JUST CAN’T. I have learned that pain and loss don’t need solutions because in the first place they don’t even have them they are not exactly problems but a phase of life that can never be forgotten. If you see people happy that doesn’t mean that they are over with the loss because some loss can’t be cheered up and reality is far from it. I just know you don’t want people to give you a solution for it but acknowledge them telling you to cry, scream whatever makes you feel better you need people to see through your eyes about the feeling that you feel. It’s like you are alone sitting in a dark room and you don’t want people to open up the door for you because it’s you who have to do it you just need them to sit with you in a dark room and give you encouragement words to assure you that they are with you and give your the courage until you are ready to open up the room by yourself.

I know I know I missed two uploads because I am not feeling well for the past few days, it’s more emotional than physical feeling as I am dealing with it still a lot has to pass but in a few days I will be celebrating the second anniversary of my blog and I have prepared a little surprise for you all, hope that you will like it – a spoiler it’s my first attempt on it and I am eagerly waiting for your reactions.

imagine waking up in an alternate reality where everything is different and nothing looks familiar but you are still expected to function normally…

that’s how it feels

reality of loss.

Till we meet again, Be happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Thinking Difference…

“Meeting someone with the same mindset as you is rare.”

The generation gap is very dangerous because of how it leads to thinking differences between them and you. To be honest you can never force them to think like you but you have to give time to them to accept it. Because they and you come from a whole new generation gap where everything is so different and honestly it scares me a lot. Mostly among parents and children, there is a big generation gap and because of that it leads to a lot of thinking differences in what both parties exactly want. I have learned that thinking differently leads to a lot of trouble in choosing another step in your life, especially careerwise. My thoughts and my feelings about things are very different from other people of older generations obviously because they came from a whole other generation where things were a lot different and their parents had their own thinking which leads to thinking differences following generations. But what I have noticed is that nowadays the thinking difference era that has been going on for a long time is slowly fading. Thinking differences can be seen a lot in Asian countries from where I come it’s basically where from generation thoughts are transferred but it should not be like that because everyone is different and neither parents nor anyone knows the future. It’s just that everyone should have the right to have other thoughts of their own and people should not force their thinking on anyone else. Time changes and people might not change however they need to accept it slowly for the happiness of others and let all of us finish the thinking difference.

Think about things differently.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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