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Things I Wish I had said but NEVER DID!

Stay soft.

Do not let the things that have hurt you turn you into a person you are not.

It’s OK to not be OK, the biggest mantra I wanna say to myself and keep repeating because not everything in my life is going to be perfect and I should not have that prediction either. Some people just don’t want to accept it they think that I am perfect and if I made any mistakes then it’s over for me they think the first time was just my luck and I don’t know anything.

I can’t always be happy and smiling because life is not about it. If people truly care about you then they will want you to show them your real feeling and you, yourself want to do so. But sometimes people are like just be happy and keep smiling if you tell them your problems but that’s not fine. If I want to cry and scream about my problems then that’s okay everyone has that right.

Many people like things that are very common to like but it’s okay if I don’t it’s not the end of the world. I am a very picky person and I know I need to open up my mind a little bit but somewhere if I need to think and make decisions wisely it’s not bad. It’s my life and I can do whatever I want.

Sometimes you don’t need people to give you advice and be rescued about it. Sometimes you just want someone to listen to you, you want someone who holds your hand lightly and stares at your face with warmth while you are ranting about your problems because not everyone is ready to listen to your problems. I just want to be accepted the way I am and whatever situation I am in I just want people to know not every situation can be changed sometime you just have to have the will to accept it.

I don’t always need to try hard just because I did on the first one. Circumstances change, and problems can arise from anywhere, and time so your progress might not be up to the mark but that doesn’t mean the first one was luck and that you’re not working hard.

Saying things out loud is not bad at all. People make it seem that you are gaining sympathy but it’s not true. You should know your limit and when things have to be said it has to be said. It’s so important to make people realize how not everything in life goes according to them and how your feelings matter too.

Above are the things I wish I could tell people on their faces at the right time but Alas! I learned a lot for me to keep in mind what truly matters to me and how I should only focus on myself. Remember it’s your life, don’t ever let anyone make you feel guilty about how you are dealing with situations and how you are living your life. Also, say whatever you want if you feel like it’s not right because you don’t want to have things you wish you had said but NEVER DID!

you deserve to feel the same love that you give.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Life is a MESS!

it’s all messy.

the hair.

the bed.

the words.

the heart.

life.

Life is like chess, one wrong move everything crumbles down. My life currently can be compared to chess because it has become a mess and no matter how much I try to sweep the mess I see myself doing otherwise. To be honest, the future scares me because I am not at all good at making decisions about how much I try to do what I want for myself it always happens the opposite. Once you mess up your ability to make decisions everything you want to do in life comes with so much doubt about yourself. I know it’s just time that I need to give myself and everything will fall into place, however, the process of the same it’s painful. Life is so funny it makes us hate and love it at the same time one moment you are happily enjoying and the next moment you are fighting your way out. It scares me when I see no sign of help when I see that fate is not helping me in deciding the route and currently, I am in that phase and I believe all humans go through that phase. And the thoughts about how our life is getting messy do not always come it’s there though in the back of the mind however it just clicks at most random times especially when you don’t need more acquisitions about yourself. I know it’s just a phase and it will pass and whatever decision I will take will sit perfectly in my life and if it doesn’t I will make sure to squeeze and make it fit, come on I need to show my power right;)

If you are going through the same phase where every moment in your life is a mess, let me tell you to start all over again it will be hard but it will be worth it. Only you can solve your own mess and you have to have the courage to sweep through the mess that will lead you to your victory. And when you will look back you can proudly see yourself being free from life is a mess!

They say before something great happens to you, everything falls apart.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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My Beige Flags!

When something goes wrong in your life, just yell “PLOT TWIST” and move on.

I hate shopping to the core like literally I can’t stand it maybe because I have no interest in fashion as well as for me shopping is love at first sight when I will see something I love it at the first moment then it’s final I am going to buy that and I don’t even need to roam around the shop because I know I will not like anything.

I don’t like coffee at all, I prefer Masala Chai all the time. I drink coffee twice or not even once in a whole year. The time when I drink coffee is when I will visit my friend and she insists on having it that too once in a while I say yes.

I am not at all a sweet tooth maybe because I am an Asian and come from a country where we love species so maybe that is why I don’t prefer sweets. If I have to eat sweets then I will choose my country’s traditional sweet dishes, they are too delicious to make me forget about having a sweet tooth.

Books >>> Movies. Yes, I don’t like watching movies because I can’t stay still for a second so sitting for a two-hour movie I just can’t do it. But for books, I will just lay and read for a couple more years;)

I have my own fictional world and I don’t even realize when I am transmitting there and it happens a lot when I am surrounded by many people;)

I don’t like change in terms of food, clothing, surroundings, and many other things, I just want to stick to the basics. I want to try different things, however, it’s just my mind that doesn’t allow it.

I just read Lifesfinewhine’s post about her Beige Flags and I loved it. So I decided to write mine as well and share it with you all. Hope you all enjoyed it. Don’t forget to check her post as well by clicking here.

Where’s my oscar for acting like everything is fine.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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Own Company Matters…

When woman becomes her own best friend,

LIFE IS EASIER

Diane von Furstenberg.

I used to always be fascinated by people who sit alone in the café with their laptops open and headphones on by drafting to their own world and forgetting about the chaotic world that they live in, away from this messy world where people are talking loudly, ordering something on the menu, or arguing among themselves. But I always used to wonder why people love to sit alone, won’t they get bored, do they not want to talk to friends, and I was like I can’t do that as I will be bored very quickly by myself. Even the thought of going on a solo tour was not for me because who wouldn’t like spending time with friends in an unknown destination and creating so many memories? But those childhood thoughts of mine when I was a child I didn’t see the world and its people properly. And now as I am an adult I LOVE MY COMPANY, I love to be alone and I never get bored. And now that I think about it, what I will say to my childhood self is that the world is very toxic and self-love and self-time are very important to get to know you because you are your only true friend. Unless and until you won’t understand every aspect of yourself, you won’t understand anyone nor should you expect others to understand you. Because when you are with people you always try to keep up with their expectations, you always try to chase them, you always try to be someone else that you aren’t, and you want to feel loved by them. But all those things should not matter because you are your best company, you don’t need any toxic people to make you feel bad about yourself, and if people try to give you an opinion about something that you are uncomfortable with then you don’t deserve to be with them, you deserve so much better girl. I have realized the importance of drafting in my own world, doing what I love without giving an explanation, I just want to be me, my best version that’s all. You don’t understand how much power you have until you truly try to understand yourself and that will only happen when you enjoy your own company.

Notice everything but mind your own business.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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The New Season!

So, I close my eyes to old ends

And open my heart to new beginnings.

Just like when a new season starts to begin after another one the adjustments humans have to make in terms of house decorations, skincare, clothes, and the preparation for coming festivals but before going into a new season we need to learn to let go of the old season and its vibe before finally adjusting into the new season. Just like moving countries and learning more about their season and slowly adjusting to it. Every morning just like the beginning of a new season we have to make so many adjustments I tell myself that it’s going to be a day that will make me happy or make me adjust my feeling to new things by making me learn new emotions of things that I couldn’t complete to do. I make myself remember that yesterday is gone, the past is gone now it’s time for a new day, a new season is going to begin for me, and with that, I need to make more progress or start new beginnings of things that I wanted to do for so long. People say with a new season with a new year comes a new you however according to me when you decide that you are going to change yourself for the better the time of your new season begins. It’s never too late to start something, just go for it, do it, and start your new season by doing things that you truly love and I know it will turn out great.

The new season is something we know nothing about but it definitely guarantees that we are going to feel so many emotions of excitement, happiness, fear, and so many unknown feelings as the new season brings a new phase of life that we need to learn to adjust to. But I hope you can begin this new season of yours with a heart full of excitement, a mind full of eagerness to learn new things and I hope everything you feel will make you have a different calmness and happiness of entering into new things just like New Season!

One day you will look back on this season and know that you are truly blessed, and not because things were perfect but because you found perfect grace in the worst of it.

Morgan Harper Nichols.

Till we meet again, Be Happy, Be Grateful, and keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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MAGIC!

MAGIC is believing in yourself. If you can do that, you can make anything happen.

The concept of magic was brought to my attention when I watched my first animated movie of Cinderella. You’ll never know how obsessed I was with the animated movie version of Cinderella the second I got the key to open up the keyboard compartment of my computer table I used to hurry as fast as I could to watch the movie so many times. Actually, Cinderella was the first movie that got me into Barbie and still today I adore watching Cinderella movies but time has changed so much back then when I was a kid there was no YouTube where you can type any movie and it will come up but back then it was a struggle to download it and transfer it to computer without getting it corrupted. Nowadays whatever you want just type it and you will get it quickly but at those times the beauty and eagerness to find the movie and watch it with family all cuddled up was everything. In real life, there is a minus possibility of finding a prince charming but there is not even a minus possibility of finding a fairy godmother to cure us from our problems. Back then I used to think why can’t it be the same in real life but now at this age where I have seen so much I understood that only you can create your own magic there is absolutely no one other than you who can do it. What magic even means the potential of bringing the best out of us is magic, fighting through hurdles is magic, starting over with new motivation is magic, and so much within you is magic. Only you have the power to bring the magic inside you blink in a way of success that you always wanted. I hope your magic of yours blinks as much as the stars do on the starry night and I can vision it so you can with the help of your own MAGIC!

MAGIC is something you create.

Till we meet again, Be Happy Be Grateful, and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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You are a Blessing!

You are an amazing person.

Never forget your power!

I have noticed that we never appreciate ourselves, we never say that we did good, and we always scold ourselves because we think we could do better. But at least we tried, try to give ourselves that credit but we never give ourselves the blessing of how much we have fought to be here, how much we have become better. Let’s sit down and appreciate ourselves for all the good things we did and be proud of it. The things that taught us and tested our potential but we still did better because we have the blessing to move forward with every step and appreciate ourselves for every little thing. I have noticed in myself how much I do, but when I see someone of my age doing better, I scold myself why I can’t be that good, and why I can’t be in their position. It’s very hard to love and appreciate yourself, to accept all your flaws I know it’s one of the toughest things in this world to do. But as I grow up I learned to accept myself and yes that they are unique in something that doesn’t mean I have to be unique in something too what I am doing if it’s best for me and I am happy about it then that thing will bring the uniqueness in me because I accept the fact that I am a blessing to myself. I just want to say that you are blessed if after hard times you still have the strength to raise, if you have trembled still you controlled yourself, and for getting so strong for yourself I am so proud of you and you are truly a blessing. Be thankful to yourself, appreciate yourself, give yourself gratitude for how much you have fought for yourself, say that you are proud of yourself, and admire that you are truly a blessing to yourself.

At the end of the day, I am thankful that my blessings are bigger than my problems.

Till we meet again, Be Happy Be Grateful and Keep Smiling – a girl who likes to write.

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FUTURE!

And suddenly, you know…It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.

Nothing really scares me as much as my future. To be honest in the past I never seriously thought anything about my future. I was never really afraid of what path I am going to choose and so many questions that now haunt me. At this point, I am really afraid because time is ticking and I am not making any decisions. There is a thing that I want to do but still, I am not feeling 100% sure about it and this is how I am. I know I need to give it a try and then only I am going to be confident about it. The future is really a scary thing you don’t know anything about it, and you don’t know if the path you are taking is even right, but that is where the point of belief in yourself comes from. I know I just need to do it and just go where my heart is telling me to. And I hope that whatever you and I make the decision even if you or I are not happy about it still we are going to learn from it a lot. From today onward I am going to make the decision of what I feel is right and even though I may not feel confident about it but somewhere I just know maybe it’s my future…I just need to trust myself and believe in the magic of new beginnings.

Two months of break finally came to an end and to be honest a lot of things happened in that period I finished taking my graduation exam and now I have a very new start in front of me in what I want to do. It’s scary that all of my friends are already on their path and here I am not knowing anything about what I want to do. ‘Sigh.’ To be honest I am afraid that the path I want to take is really for me. Is that really my destination because what I will choose today will affect a major part of my future? So these thoughts are really scaring me. But I know I need to take the first step and the risk that only will make my future stronger.

And now I’ll do what’s best for me!

Keep smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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Finding Courage.

you feel unsettled because you know you are meant for more.

Everything that we want to do is held by something or other, maybe in the form of worry, overthinking about choices that we don’t know are right or wrong, discouragement, and whatnot have filled our mind with the fear of not taking the step. For so many years our hearts have desired so many things yet we are unable to take the step because we are afraid of things that don’t even concern us but others. The decision you have to take will never concern or harm you if it’s for you or if it’s in your favor but we the whole life just think what is the thought of others for us which even means breaking our own hearts. You allowed yourself to courageously think about the future you want, yet you never run behind it. Why? Just so after everything ends, without you even trying what is the outcome that came in your favor nothing? Hear me out this is your year what has ever held you back cut out all the ties from it and run behind your dreams, take a deep breath, keep your eyes wide open and whisper yes and run behind those things that you deserve, and trust me, in the end, it’s your courage that is going to help you survive. Dream as much as you want but have the courage to achieve those dreams without fearing anything. If you decided to follow the path you have longed for, you will have the courage and strength that you will not find but it will be the other way around because getting ready for something is a big decision to make, and if you have done that then I’m so proud of you:). You have to get through vulnerability to find the courage and to be brave but once you get those things you have to put yourself first and find that courage that has hidden behind your fear for so many years and chase after things you always wanted by finding courage.

The courage it takes to leave behind what’s not for you anymore is the same courage that will help you find your way to what is.

Keep Smiling, you are loved ~ MA

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A Life Reality.

Remember that when things don’t go according to plan, they go according to truth. No matter how painful the reality, it is reality nonetheless. There is dignity in facing the truth without trying to cut it down to a manageable size. There is honor in acceptance.

Vironika Tugaleva’s, The Art of Talking to Yourself.

To reach somewhere you have to go through a lot of things like if you want to earn a good income or work in a good company, you have to have good marks in school. To be honest it is just a life cycle that used to work in our parent’s generation yet everything changed from that time till today except the mentality of getting good marks can’t seem to be on the list anywhere. For decades we have heard if you are good in studies then you are an all-rounder and good in everything and not so good news it’s still going on the tradition of everything based on good marks. Don’t get me wrong, studies are important and one should definitely lift up to their expectations and not others. What I am saying is that I have always believed that learning never stops and beyond the four walls of the classroom is the real learning that not many make us understand in our school years. Nobody will ask you what your talents are and how good you are in various things, your grades matter the most and honestly, it’s a living reality that everyone has to somehow face. To be able to identify the talent one has is not a quality many people possess. Will just say work hard, have patience, do things that make you at ease and most importantly be happy because you deserve it.

This is just a mere thought of mine that I wrote in the free lecture and that’s why it’s based on one of many thousands of life realities;) I hope you enjoyed this random post that somewhere is everyone’s life reality including mine. But I have learned that – “don’t compare yourself to others because they will never have the thing that makes you different and that thing is being you.”

Keep Smiling, you are loved:) ~ MA

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