FUTURE!

And suddenly, you know…It’s time to start something new and trust the magic of beginnings.

Nothing really scares me as much as my future. To be honest in the past I never seriously thought anything about my future. I was never really afraid of what path I am going to choose and so many questions that now haunt me. At this point, I am really afraid because time is ticking and I am not making any decisions. There is a thing that I want to do but still, I am not feeling 100% sure about it and this is how I am. I know I need to give it a try and then only I am going to be confident about it. The future is really a scary thing you don’t know anything about it, and you don’t know if the path you are taking is even right, but that is where the point of belief in yourself comes from. I know I just need to do it and just go where my heart is telling me to. And I hope that whatever you and I make the decision even if you or I are not happy about it still we are going to learn from it a lot. From today onward I am going to make the decision of what I feel is right and even though I may not feel confident about it but somewhere I just know maybe it’s my future…I just need to trust myself and believe in the magic of new beginnings.

Two months of break finally came to an end and to be honest a lot of things happened in that period I finished taking my graduation exam and now I have a very new start in front of me in what I want to do. It’s scary that all of my friends are already on their path and here I am not knowing anything about what I want to do. ‘Sigh.’ To be honest I am afraid that the path I want to take is really for me. Is that really my destination because what I will choose today will affect a major part of my future? So these thoughts are really scaring me. But I know I need to take the first step and the risk that only will make my future stronger.

And now I’ll do what’s best for me!

Keep smiling, you are loved ~ MA